Stress anyone???

There is something going on at my work and it's stressing me out. For the past two weeks we have been running out of liquor. The first week i was thinking that the owners just didn't know how much to order. Then the second week same thing happened. Then the bank machine was taken out, then the games that we had in there were taken out. So the bar is not being restocked with liquor and things are being moved out... HMMMM closing down maybe??? I am thinking one of two things. Either we are closing OR the place is being sold. I heard a rumor today that it's being sold. I wonder when all this is going to happen??? IF it is being sold is it going to stay the same? Am I going to be out of a job? I have started looking for work. I'm not crazy to wait it out. No one is hiring right now. I didn't mention anything before because I thought i was over reacting but now i have hit the high stress mark. I have my rent but christmas is coming and all my savings which aren't much is going to that. I have no idea what to think but the good thing is that I know... (checked with the labor board) ... that if they are closing they have to either give us two weeks notice or give us two weeks pay. And I work at least 80 hours a check so that is kinda reassuring. Still sucks tho. I just want to at least make to the end of January with a job. Just so I know i have some money saved but we shall see i guess.
On a brighter side... I have hit the 3 week mark!!! 3 weeks and still no smokes. Yippie I am pretty proud of myself. Even with all this craziness!! That's all for now!

Blogging time!

So I have come to grips with the fact that I am horrible at this whole blogging thang lately. Sorry but man I hardly have time to think lately. This past week has been Retardedly busy with work. I think i put in over 50 hours this week alone. I'm starting to feel a little burnt out but I must look on the bright side. 4 more days and I am off for two days!! Whoo hoo.
I am closing every night this week (same as last week) so it's not hard for the hours to pile up. I am so tired right now tho. I am applying for NSCC this week so that's exciting. Hopefully I can get my shit together and get in the course.
Hmm what else is new. Everything is pretty much the same from the last post. Man is still good. Don't see him very much but with all the hours I'm working it's kinda hard too! I'm not complaining tho. We try to make one good night a week. Either going to the movies or just bumming around the house eating junk food.
Here's a little bit of imformation that some of you might not know. I wasn't saying anything for fear that it wouldn't last but I quit smoking. Yep, again. This time I have successful gone two weeks with no smoking!! Not even when I had drinks the other night. That's another thing I think is helping. Not drinking,that is. Every day I put money in a jar and its really starting to add up. I'm pretty proud of myself. I haven't killed anyone and am starting to feel pretty good!!
Anyways, that's my story!! Cheers

OK!!

Hmmm. let's see... I still haven't heard back from the volunteer place and I haven't decided yet on a school. I can go to NSCC for the first year at the college in Dartmouth but the second year will either be online or i would have to relocate to Truro. I don't want to live in Truro. So i am looking at setting up a meet with the school to see more about it.
I applied on friday to Il merchato. Hoping to get there. I hear that there is a girl leaving soon, so hopefully that will happen. I am now going to be working about 45 hours a week at the Peel. Sun nights, mon night, tues night, wed day and then bartending on Thursday nights. I will be having every Friday and Saturday off. Pretty freaking sweet if you ask me. I get all the good nights and weekends off. Gosh I couldn't really ask for any better!!
I am starting to be a bit better with my money. Looking to save a bunch to go towards school. I am thinking that i will be looking to go in September so that way i will have enough for tution and all that goes along with schooling.
In other news I have been keepin a pretty busy life. My man is good. Still like him loads and today he bought me flowers!! No guy has ever bought me flowers!! I think he is a keeper!! I have today(tuesday) off and have tons to do. Boring stuff mostly..
laundry and cleaning!! I was hoping to not have to go near work but i closed the resturant tonight and I don't think i did the cash right so i have to go in. But whatever I never closed the place by myself before so what do they expect!! i'm sure it will all work out tho!! Any hoo hope you all have a great day!! Cheers